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****Daddy's Day at School*****

Her hair was up in a ponytail

Her favorite dress tied with a bow.

Today was Daddy's Day at school,

And she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,

That she probably should stay home.

Why the kids might not understand,

If she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;

She knew just what to say.

What to tell her classmates

Of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,

For her to face this day alone.

And that was why once again,

She tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school,

Eager to tell them all.

About a dad she never sees

A dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,

For everyone to meet.

Children squirming impatiently,

Anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called,

A student from the class.

To introduce their daddy,

A seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,

Every child turned to stare.

Each of them was searching,

For a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"

She heard a boy call out.

"She probably doesn't have one,"

Another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,

She heard a daddy say,

"Looks like another deadbeat dad,

Too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,

As she smiled up at her Mom.

And looked back at her teacher,

Who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,

Slowly she began to speak.

And out from the mouth of a child,

Came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,

Because he lives so far away.

But I know he wishes he could be,

Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,

I wanted you to know.

All about my daddy,

And how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories

He taught me to ride my bike.

He surprised me with pink roses,

And taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,

And ice cream in a cone.

And though you cannot see him,

I'm not standing here alone.

Cause my daddy's always with me,

Even though we are apart

I know because he told me,

He'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,

And lay across her chest.

Feeling her own heartbeat,

Beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,

Her mother stood in tears.

Proudly watching her daughter,

Who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love

Of a man not in her life.

Doing what was best for her,

Doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,

Staring straight into the crowd.

She finished with a voice so soft,

But its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,

He's my shining star.

And if he could, he'd be here,

But heaven's just too far.

You see he was a fireman

And died just this past year

When airplanes hit the towers

And taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,

It's like he never went away."

And then she closed her eyes,

And saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,

She witnessed with surprise.

A room full of daddies and children,

All starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,

Who knows what they felt inside.

Perhaps for merely a second,

They saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"

To the silence she called out.

And what happened next made believers,

Of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,

For each of their eyes had been closed.

But there on the desk beside her,

Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

Sad Love Sms In Hindi With Wallpapers

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W.S. Merwin is a major American writer whose poetry, translations, and prose have won praise since W.H. Auden awarded his first book, A Mask for Janus (1952), the Yale Younger Poets Prize. Though that first book reflected the formalism of the period, Merwin eventually became known for an impersonal, open style that eschewed punctuation. Writing in the Guardian, Jay Parini described Merwin’s mature style as “his own kind of free verse, [where] he layered image upon bright image, allowing the lines to hang in space, largely without punctuation, without rhymes . . . with a kind of graceful urgency.” Although Merwin’s writing has undergone stylistic changes through the course of his career, a recurring theme is man’s separation from nature. The poet sees the consequences of that alienation as disastrous, both for the human race and for the rest of the world. Merwin, who is a practicing Buddhist as well as a proponent of deep ecology, has lived since the late 1970s on an old pineapple plantation in Hawaii which he has painstakingly restored to its original rainforest state.

Merwin was born in New York City in 1927 and raised in New Jersey and Scranton, Pennsylvania, the son of a Presbyterian minister. Of his development as a writer, Merwin once said, “I started writing hymns for my father almost as soon as I could write at all, illustrating them . . . But the first real writers that held me were not poets: Conrad first, and then Tolstoy, and it was not until I had received a scholarship and gone away to the university that I began to read poetry steadily and try incessantly, and with abiding desperation, to write it.” Merwin attended Princeton University and studied with R.P. Blackmur and John Berryman. After graduating in 1948, he continued as a post-graduate student of Romance languages and eventually traveled through much of Europe, translating poetry and working as a tutor, including for the son of poet Robert Graves. Merwin’s early collections—especially A Mask for Janus—reflect the influence of Graves and the medieval poetry Merwin was translating at the time.

Indeed, the poetic forms of many eras and societies are the foundation for a great deal of Merwin’s poetry. His first books contain many pieces inspired by classical models. According to Vernon Young in the American Poetry Review, the poems are traceable to “Biblical tales, Classical myth, love songs from the Age of Chivalry, Renaissance retellings; they comprise carols, roundels, odes, ballads, sestinas, and they contrive golden equivalents of emblematic models: the masque, the Zodiac, the Dance of Death.” In 1956, Merwin was offered a fellowship from the Poets’ Theater in Cambridge, Massachusetts and returned to the U.S. His books from this period, Green with Beasts (1956) and The Drunk in the Furnace (1960), show the beginning of a shift in style and tone as Merwin began to experiment with irregular forms. The Drunk in the Furnace, which was written during Merwin’s tenure in Boston when he was meeting poets like Robert Lowell, particularly shows his new engagement with American themes. His obsession with the meaning of America and its values can make Merwin sometimes seem like the great nineteenth-century poet Walt Whitman, L. Edwin Folsom noted in Shenandoah. “His poetry . . . often implicitly and sometimes explicitly responds to Whitman; his twentieth-century sparsity and soberness—his doubts about the value of America—answer, temper, Whitman’s nineteenth-century expansiveness and exuberance—his enthusiasm over the American creation.”

Merwin’s next books are his most critically acclaimed and continue to be influential volumes. The Lice (1967), though often read as a response to the Vietnam War, condemns modern man in apocalyptic and visionary terms. “These are poems not written to an agenda but that create an agenda,” wrote poet and critic Reginald Shepherd, “preserving and recreating the world in passionate words. Merwin has always been concerned with the relationship between morality and aesthetics, weighing both terms equally. His poems speak back to the fallen world not as tracts but as artistic events.” The Lice remains one of Merwin’s best-known volumes of poetry. His next book, The Carrier of Ladders (1970) won the Pulitzer Prize for poetry in 1971. He famously donated the prize money to the draft resistance movement, writing an essay for the New York Review of Books that outlined his objections to the Vietnam War. His article spiked the ire of W.H. Auden, who wrote a response arguing that the award was apolitical. The Carrier of Ladders shows Merwin continuing to engage with American themes and nature, and includes a long sequence on American westward expansion. That same year, Merwin published The Miner’s Pale Children: A Book of Prose. Reviewing both volumes for the New York Times, Helen Vendler noted that “these books invoke by their subtitles the false distinction between prose and poetry: the real distinction is between prose and verse, since both are books of poems, with distinct resemblances and a few differences.”

Merwin moved to Hawaii to study Zen Buddhism in 1976. He eventually settled in Maui and began to restore the forest surrounding his former plantation. Both the rigor of practicing Buddhism and the tropical landscape have greatly influenced Merwin’s later style. His next books increasingly show his preoccupation with the natural world. The Compass Flower (1977), Opening the Hand (1983), and The Rain in the Trees (1988) “are concerned not only with what to renounce in the metropolis but also what to preserve in the country,” noted Ed Hirsch in the New York Times. Many of the poems in the last volume “immerse themselves in nature with a fresh sense of numinousness,” said Hirsch, while also mourning the loss of that nature to human greed and destruction. Merwin has continued to produce striking poems using nature as a backdrop. The Vixen (1996), for instance, is an exploration of the rural forest in southwestern France that Merwin called home for many years. New Yorker critic J. D. McClatchy remarked that “the book is suffused with details of country life—solitary walks and garden work, woodsmoke, birdsong, lightfall.” But Merwin’s later poetry doesn’t merely describe the natural world; it also records and condemns the destruction of nature, from the felling of sacred forests to the extinction of whole species. Migration: New and Selected Poems (2005) exposes Merwin’s evolution as a stylist over half a century but also shows, as Ben Lerner noted in his review of the volume for Jacket, that “Merwin . . . is an unwaveringly political poet . . . [he] not only tracks the literal impoverishment of our planet, but he makes it symbolize the impoverishment of our culture’s capacity for symbolization.” Migration was awarded the National Book Award for poetry.

Some literary critics have identified Merwin with the group known as the oracular poets, but Merwin himself once commented: “I have not evolved an abstract aesthetic theory and am not aware of belonging to any particular group of writers.” Reviewing Migration for the New York Times, Dan Chiasson described Merwin poems as “secular prophecy grounded on perceptual fineness.” But while Merwin’s work from the 1960s and early ‘70s perhaps best embody this mode, Chiasson believed that “its signature open form has been preserved whatever the occasion. What began as stylistic necessity has become a mannerism.” Merwin has continued to win high praise for his poetry, however, including the 2009 Pulitzer Prize for his collection The Shadow of Sirius (2008). The book’s three sections deal with childhood and memory, death and wisdom, and are some of the most autobiographical of his career. The Pulitzer Prize committee cited the book for its “luminous, often-tender poems that focus on the profound power of memory.”

In addition to writing poetry, prose and drama, Merwin is an accomplished and prolific translator of poetry. His translation of Dante’s Purgatorio (2000) and the Middle English epic Sir Gawain and the Green Knight (2004) both won high praise for their graceful, accessible verse. Merwin has also translated poets as diverse as Osip Mandelstam and Pablo Neruda. His many honors include, the Bollingen Prize, two Pulitzer Prizes, the Aiken Taylor Award for Modern American Poetry a Ford Foundation grant, the Ruth Lilly Poetry Prize, the PEN Translation Prize, the Shelley Memorial Award, the Wallace Stevens Award, and a Lila Wallace-Reader’s Digest Writers’ Award. He has also been awarded fellowships from The Academy of American Poets, the Guggenheim Foundation, the National Endowment for the Arts, and the Rockefeller Foundation. Merwin is a former Chancellor of The Academy of American Poets and has served as Special Consultant in Poetry to the Library of Congress in 1999-2000 and as Poet Laureate in 2010-2011.

Merwin was once asked what social role a poet plays—if any—in America. He commented: “I think there’s a kind of desperate hope built into poetry now that one really wants, hopelessly, to save the world. One is trying to say everything that can be said for the things that one loves while there’s still time. I think that’s a social role, don’t you? ... We keep expressing our anger and our love, and we hope, hopelessly perhaps, that it will have some effect. But I certainly have moved beyond the despair, or the searing, dumb vision that I felt after writing The Lice; one can’t live only in despair and anger without eventually destroying the thing one is angry in defense of. The world is still here, and there are aspects of human life that are not purely destructive, and there is a need to pay attention to the things around us while they are still around us. And you know, in a way, if you don’t pay that attention, the anger is just bitterness.”

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When your heart is broken it is the saddest thing in the world. All your energy leaves you and everything in your life seems to lose all meaning. You gave your heart and soul to this love, and now it is no more. How can your heart ever be whole again? There is a very deep thought attributed the Mystical Rabbi of Kotzk, "there is nothing as whole as a broken heart". Although a broken heart is painful, it brings a person to turn to G-d. He realizes that he is ultimately alone in the world except for G-d who is always there to comfort him.

You came into my life

During a time I was hurt,

All you said

Was that he was a jerk.

Days went by, we became close

I never thought I'd love you the most.

I went to your baseball ..........

was it the first time I saw your face

or when I first saw you smile

when I was settled in my place

hope you'd stay for a while

when I thought that my life

couldn't get any ..........

Its so sad how people u know become people u knew

Its so sad how u think u cant grow bt u already grew

Its so sad how u can start over when ur young but not old

Its so sad how u say were friends bt u act so cold

Its so sad how people r here bt tomorrow they 'll b gone

Its so sad how friendships dont last 4 ever bt they last very long

Its so sad how people dont think & make so many mistakes

Its so sad how ur true friend was some 1 so fake

The saddest part of all is we live like this 4 eternity

Bt the saddest part of all is this is the life 2 be

Someone out there was meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soulmate, the one you can tell your dreams to...he'll smile at you for no reason, but he'll never laugh at your silly insecurities. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes and he'll bring you chicken noodle soup when you're sick. He'll call you just to tell you goodnight before you get into bed because he wants your voice to be the last thing he hears before he falls asleep. Completely unexpectedly, he'll tilt your chin up, look into your eyes, and tell you that you're the most beautiful girl he has ever seen, and for the first time in your life, you'll believe it.

between the tomb stone in the grave there lies a body that had never been saved he once walked opon me and smiled in my eyes and told me he loved me and it was no lie before he left he got in his car with a bottle in his hand and as drunk as afar he swerved off the road and into a ditch and then he lied there dead with a regret to never drink and drive again so now he's gone for all i care how i once remembered his sweet stare i shouldn’t stopped him but then he died i never should have let my best friend drink and drive

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?

Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and < I>wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do.

It does it on its own.......when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.Have you ever thought, "This relationship won't last because we live too far away..." That ISN'T true! In fact ,most relationships could work out BETTER that way! Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had. * What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye? *What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? *What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? *What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?* People live, but people die. And I want to tell you that you are a friend. If you died tomorrow , you would be in my heart!!! Would I be in yours? If you care about me as much as I care about you, you will send this back. You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Show this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you ar e, well.Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this LETTER and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and .. always will.. I LOVE YOU!!!!

hes the type of guy that could look you iN your eyeS when you're knee deep in tissues and your face looks like its been badly beaten, and with all honesty,tells u that you're nothing less than beautiful.

^^this is to my one and only guy *u know who u r*..

(dont anyone use this!!!)

i DoNt nEeD 2 bE a SkAnK.. i CaN b a SwEeTi u CaN b On Ur KnEeS 24-7 aNd U sTiLL aReNt gOnNa BeAt Me i dont havta be a slut.. 2 have u feelin me.. i can be real n still get u 'higher then styles p' i dont gotta tell u 'my fantasy' n be like a ludacris hoe.. n in order 2 be liked.. dont gotta blow everyone i know! dont gotta 'take off all my clothes' like nelly said and i dont gotta get u 2 like me by getting in my bed.. i wont be a whore..face the fact..i didnt fuck fabolous n he still said holla back dont gotta give u 'gangsta lovin' like alica n eve.. i could make u fall in love. just by being me.

a TeAr RoLLeD dOwN hEr ChEeK,aNd LaNdEd On HeR LiPs.. He ReAcHeD

uP aNd WiPeD iT aWaY w/ HiS gEnTLe FiNgEr TiPz. HeR fAcE wAs ReD fRoM

CrYiNg, He HeLd HeR sO TiGhT WiTh eVeRyThInG hE hAd- DiDnT LeT hEr Go..

UnTiLL sHe WaS nO LoNgEr SaD. LiStEnEd To eVeRy WoRd ShE sAiD- aNd

sHoWeD hEr tHaT hE cArEd..tOld HeR tHaT hE LoVeD hEr aNd LeT

hEr KnO tHaT hE'd Be ThErE. LiStEnEd To HeR hEaRtBeAt aNd SmiLeD aS hE hUgGeD hEr.. hE DiD aLL tHeSe ThiNgS b*CuZ hE

((TrUeLy LoVeD hEr))

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dOnt try sO hard tO find lOve..

let lOve find yOu.

thats why its called *fallen in lOve*

because ur nOt supOsed tO fOrce it..

yOur just supOsed to *fALL*

·×··×··×··×··×··×·

if yOu're lOOkin for 'pErfEct'..ur lOoKin at the wrOng girl.

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what is love? love is you seeing him how no one else does. love is when you know hes not perfect but you seem him perfectly. love is thinking about him day and night. love is when he means the world to you. love is when no one else knows and understands how you feel. love is the best feeling you can feel

Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your heart.

You know your in love when you think about someone more times in a day then you think about yourself

id give my all to have.. just one more night with you. id risk my life to feel your body next to mine cause i cant go on, living in the memory of our song. id give my all, for your love tonight

we were a rock.. ready to roll... there was a fire, down in our soul. and all the whole world... had to stand still, and turn around us.... cause that was the deal. and oh how those nights went flowing like wine... when i was all yours, and you were all mine. and we were in love

**Now This Is Love**

Girl: Slow down a little..I'm scared..

Guy: No, this is so much fun.

Girl: No it's not. Please, it's 2 scary

Guy: Then tell me that you love me.

Girl:Fine.I love u,now can u slow down?

Guy: Now give me a BIIIIIIG hug...

Girl: *gives him a big hug.*

Guy: Hey, can u take my helmet off & put it on? It's bugging me while I'm driving.

The next day there was a story in the newspaper. A motorcycle had crashed in2 the side of a building because the brakes were shot. There were 2 ppl on that motorcycle, but only 1 had survived.

Halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes were broken, but he didn't want 2 let the girl kno or else she wuld have been scared.

Instead, he had her say she loved him 1 last time & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she wuld live even tho it meant that he wuld die.

Love isnt just kissing & holding hands & thinking u r in it, but love is when u can look in someones eyes forever & never get tired of them. Love is whenever u hear their voice or see them, u get chills up ur spine. Love is when they are all u think about & when u try not to, ur sad. Love is actually something that cant be defined, everyone has a different opinion about it... But this is mine. And love u could really only have once, b/c in the end u could only stand the heartache once. & only fools like me fall in love & then realize u cant let go of it even if u try.

Missin someone gets easier everyday. Because, even though it is one day further from the last tyme u saw each other, it is one day closer to da next time u will.¤ But, what if u can never see that person again until u reach Heaven?

» AlWaYz LisTen tO - [ yOuR HeArT ] -cuZ evEn thO iTs On yOuR leFt :+: iTz ( . AlWaYz . ) riGht : «

0ne night the moOn wisperd to her.

.if he makes u cry-y d0nt you leave him?.

.she lO0ked at the moOn and said to him.

.moOn would yoO ever leave your sky?.

teLl HiM I dOnT EvEr WanT tO sEe

HiM AgAiN tElL HiM hE MeAnT sHyT

tO Me teLl hIm I NeVeR eVeN lOvEd

HiM tElL HiM I wOnT miSs HiM aT

aLl buT mOsT oF AlL dOnT tElL HiM i

sAiD tHiS wItH TeArS iN mY eYeS*

ThE ThiNq i LoVe AbOuTcHu

YoU MaKe mE LaFF

WhEn NoThiNqS FuNNi...

ThE |S|p|A|c|E|s| BetweeN My FingerS

WerE MeanT To bE FilleD WitH YourS

*LoVe iS WhEn YoU CaNt EvEn iMaGiNe WhAt YoUr LiFe WoUlD bE LiKe WiTh OuT tHaT pErSoN, WhEn WoRdS doNt EvEn CoMe ClOsE tO WhAt YoUr HeArT ReAlLy FeElS, AnD EvEn ThO iT DoEsNt MaKe SeNsE tO oThEr PeOpLe YoU KnOw YoU'rE MeNt To Be ToGeThEr*

*SoMeTiMeS wE lOvE sUmOnE So MuCh ThAt We HaVe To BeCoMe NuMb 2 iT..BeCaUsE iF We ReAlLy FeLt HoW mUcH wE LoVeD tHeM...iT wOuLd KiLl Us*

*LoVe Is LiKe A sTaR. yOu KnOw ToUcHiNG iT iS iMpoSsIbLe, BuT YoU kEep rEaChIng, HoPiNG OnE dAy ThE sTaR wIlL fAlL... FoR YoU!

*YoU nEvEr LoSe bY lOvInG, yOu LoSe bY HoLdIng BaCk.

WhY iS iT... tHaT i MuSt ClImB 1oo mOuNtAiNs To GeT yOu...WhEn AlL yOu HaVe To Do Is SmIlE..To GeT mE?

love is seeing him how noone else does. love is when u kno he's not perfect, but u see him perfectly. love is thinking about him day and night - through the day and in ur dreams. love is when he means the world and even more to u. love is when noone else understands how u feel. love is the BEST feeling u can feel that touches ur heart in ways words cant explain

Sometimes...sometimes you meet that somebody and you know that whatever you did before, whatever your life was before, it must have been right...nothing could've been too bad or gone too far wrong because it led you to that person

for one moment u get this amazing gift and u wanna laugh and u wanna

cry bc u feel so lucky that u found it n so scared that it itll all go

away at the same time >> thats when u kno its love.

today i caught mYseLf S m i L i n

4 n o reason..thEn i reaLizeD

i wÜz t h i n k i n bouT -y o u

i nEeD a bOy wHo wOuLd lEt

mEe *CrYy oN HiS sHoUldEr*

hOlD mE uNtiL iTs AlL over

PiCk mUh hEaD uP n KiSs mE

AnD SaY " i *LuV yOo

No mAtTeR wHaT

n EvErYtHiNg WiLl bEe *OkAy*

FoR oNcE i WaNnA bE thE oNe dAt mAkEs dA GuY FaLl

I wAnNa bE tHe GiRL WhO mAdE hIm ChAnGe n GiVe hIs aLL

FoR oNcE i WaNnA bE tHe GiRL wHo GoT HiM tO qUiT HiS GaMe

ReTiRe HiS jErZeY

...n dRaW hEaRtZ aRoUnD mY nAmE....

ThOsE wHo rEaLLy LoVe u

DoN't mEaN tO hUrT u

AnD iF tHeY dO..

YoU cAn sEe iT iN ThEiR eYeZ

ThAt iT hUrTz tHeM tOo

Being friends with someone that you would rather be in love with is like looking at a star but knowing you'll never reach it. BUT Being in love with a friend and them not loving you back is like a star that just got burned out.

(¯`·.,_)

(_,.·´¯) TeArS r Da WoRdS

(¯`·.,_) mY hEaRt UsEs 2 ExPlAiN

(_.,.´¯) WhEn EvEn My FaKe SmILeS

(¯`·.,_) CaNt cOvEr Up My PaIn

:I Wish i cOULD eXpLaiN tO u wHaT i sEe iN uR eYes.

or hOw tHe sOuNd oF uR vOiCe GiVez mE Butt3rFlieZ

"Friends forever," she said.

"Friends forever," he said.

Eight years old and they made the vow to remain friends forever.

"I need room," she said.

"I'll back away," he said.

Ten years old and he made the vow to give each other space.

"Does Tommy like me?" she asked.

"I'll find out," he said.

Twelve years old and he made the vow to find out if Tommy liked her.

"He doesn't love me anymore," she said.

"He doesn't deserve you," he said.

Fourteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever.

"Nobody loves me," she said.

"I know someone who does," he said.

Sixteen years old and he made the vow to love her forever.

"I'm getting married," she said.

"I'll be there," he said.

Eighteen years old and he made the vow to forever hold his peace.

"I got divorced yesterday," she said.

"I'm here for you," he said.

Twenty years old and he made the vow to be there for her forever.

"Why doesn't anyone love me?" she asked.

"I have always loved you," he said.

Twenty-two years old and he made the vow to keep on loving her.

"I could never love you," she said.

"I could never stop," he said.

Twenty-four years old and he made the vow to never stop loving her again.

"I can never see you again," she said.

"I can never live again," he said.

Twenty-six years old and he made the vow never to live again.

"I'm sorry," she said.

Twenty-eight years old and she made the vow as he lay in an open casket

iM sTaRiNg aT yOuR pICtUrE

ReMeMbErInG eAcH mOmEnT yOu mAdE mE LaUgH

i NeVeR tHoUgHt tHiS wOuLd eNd ThIs WaY

ThAt iD sTiLL bE mIsSiNg YoU

*..tO tHiS vErY dAy..*

If U SeE Me WaLkIn WiTh SoMe1 eLsE,

It*S NoT BeCaUsE I LoVe HiM,

It*S CuZ Ur NoT BrAvE EnOuGh 2 WaLk BeSiDe Me.

If U SeE Me sMiLiNg,

It*S NoT CuZ I*vE 4gOtTeN U,

It*S CuZ I*m TiReD Of CrYiNg 4 U.

If U SeE Me LiViNg AgAiN,

It*S NoT CuZ I WaNt 2 GeT BaCk At U,

It*S CuZ I WaNnA GeT BaCk WhAt U ToOk FrOm Me.

BuT MoSt Of aLL,

If I faLL In LoVe WiTh SoMe1 eLsE,

It*S NoT BeCaUsE I WaNtEd 2,

It*S CuZ U WeRe NeVeR

ThErE 2 CaTcH Me & LoVe Me BaCk

*..Wait for the boy who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kinda boy who brings out the best in you and makes you wanna be a better person. wait for the boy who will be your best friend, who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances. wait for the boy who makes you smile like no one else, and when he smiles, you know he needs you. wait for the boy who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and have no make-up on, but appreciates it when you get dolled up for him...and most of all, wait for the boy who will put you at the center of his universe, because that's where you belong ..*

for so long my heart ached for friends...true friends...who i could laugh with and cry with...and who through thick and thin would always stick by me...and i have learned through experience that these types of friends are hard to come by...and when you find them you have to hold on and never let go, because you will never again find friends as true as them.

You don't get to choose, you just fall in love. And you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. And you know that you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it and the reason its so confusing is because its love. but if love didn't have any challenges, what would be the point?

*LOVE..it's kind of complicated..but I'll tell you this... the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy..that's love right there

Life is kinda hard sometimes,

especially when every move you make

feels like a test of your strength to

survive another day without breaking down

You cant jus put a band-aid on a broken

heart and say its "Fixed".

It takes a sec, min, hour, day, week, month,

year or maybe forever

to heal a broken heart.

Especially if it’s the one who u truely love…

It's like when I don't talk to him or see him I start to think that I'm going to be all right that I'm going to get through this, that I don't need him anymore, after i make myself believe it, then he calls and all the feelings and memories rush back in my head, then I fall in love all over again…Yeah you say well tell him not to call for a while till you can get over him, but the fact is I'm not ever gonna get over him, yeah I can make myself believe all the lies that I keep saying, but deep down I know that I still love him that I always will and nothings gonna change that, not even the lies

They say loving you is my biggest mistake,

but how can it be so wrong if it feels so right? If I ever made a

mistake,

it's not that I love you, it's thinking that someday you'd love me too

Do you ever wish you could be in someone else's shoes…

maybe for a month, maybe for a day...even a second,

just to know what it would be like to be loved by him?

*He LoOkEd @ Me WiT tHoSe EyEz n My HEaRt mELtEd*

*u CaNt TeLL mE iTs nOt ReAL...CuZ i FeLt iT*

*If I die this night knowing that you never loved me, then my life was never fulfilled, but if I die this night knowing that you cherished me, then truly I can never be killed.*

"You know it's right when no matter

what you're doing or what

kind of mood you're in ... he can make you smile."

Saying you'll never fall in love again is like saying you'll

never smile again. As much as you might not want to,

someone's going to eventually come along and make you

"It's easy to convince yourself that you aren't in love with someone ... until you see them in the hallway, and then you're like, here we go again. So my conclusion is this: you don't ever stop loving someone. It's more a matter of learning to deal with the pain of not having them anymore."

Promise me, that's all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me.

Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life.

Promise me that you will always remember me.

Losing you was hard enough,

but I don't want to go on

knowing that I meant absolutely nothing to you

ø´¯`-I wAnT 2b rEmEmBeReD As

tHe GiRL wHo aLwAyS sMiLeS-´¯`ø

ø´¯`-eVeN wHeN hEr heaRt iS bRoKeN

& tHe 1 WhO cOuLd aLwAyS-´¯`ø

ø´¯`-bRiGhTeN uP uR dAy

EvEn iF sHe CouLdNt-´¯`ø

ø´¯`-bRigHteN heR oWn

You came into my life and all of a sudden everyone said

I looked so much happier and even though nothing had changed.

.they still noticed, I will never understand how one person can make you feel so diffrent

. When we are alone the world is alittle slower, I think alittle deeper and want you alittle more.

i d0nt understand a g0d wh0 will all0w us t0 meet

when there is n0 p0ssible way f0r us t0 be t0gether.

looking back on the reasons why you cryed make u laugh ur ass off, but weird enough the things that made u laugh make u cry...

i asked you if i was pretty ..

you sAid, '`no'` i asked you

if i was fat,u said, '`yes Of

course'` i aSkEd you if you

wanteD to be with me 4evEr

.. you said, '`no'`... i askeD

you if you would cry if i ....

walkeD away, yOu said '`no

by thEn i had heaRd to much

and needEd to leavE but as i

turnEd to walK away ..... you

grabbed my aRm and told me

to stay.. then you said...'`uR

not prEttY.... Your bEautiful

the only thing fat ... or big..

about you is your h e a r t ;i

dont want to be witH you 4E

i nEed to be with yOu 4ever

nd i woulDnt c r y if yOu

walkeD awAy .... i would diE

have you ever had that empty feeling inside

of you.....like no one cares or loves you back

feeling ; as if you would of c r i e d .. no one

would be there to wipe away the t e a r s

i`d give my life for you ina minute

because i can`t seem to picture my

life ·´¯`·» w i t h o u t you in it

he`s the one` i call in the middle

of the night... he's the one` that

makes everything right .... holdz

mee wen`.. i start to c r y makes

mee smile` with just his '`eyes'`

loves mee without regret` ..... i

just haven't found him` yet x|3

cute is wen a person`s

p e r s o n a l i t y

shines thru their looks

the greatest thing you`ll

ever learn is to love and

b e l o v e d in return

the s t r o n g e s t person

you see all day

...may be the one...

who c r i e s themself

to sleep at night

¤ºToO mAnY pEoPlEº¤

ArE L o o k i n 4 ThA

[[ right persOn ]]

Instead of t r y i n g

to be tha

[[ rigHt person ]]

••those nitez••

••when u cant fall asleep.••

••maybe itz bcuz ur••

••in someone elses••

••dreamz••

B R E A K * T H E * R U L E S Z

[ .s.t.a.n.d. * .a.p.a.r.t. ]

-» iGnOrE yOuR hEaD «-

aNd | FoLLoW |uRe HeArT

[[ b e h i n d ]] this innocent smile of mine,

lay [[ w o r d s ]] that go unsaid. words of..

[[ l o n g i n g ]], love, anger, n hate,

all repeating [[ i n s i d e ]] my head.

theres just *t h r e e* thiNgs in life that should N e v e R be broken

.promises // friendships // hearts.

((ReMeMbEr))ThA fiRsT dAy WhEn i SaW yOuR ·.·fAcE·.·

rEmEmBeR tHe FiRsT dAy We:kiSsEd:

ThA wAy We TaLkEd ThA wAy We LaUgHeD

iT feLt So GoOd 2FiNd.:TrUe:.LoVe

i KnEw RiGhT tHeN n ThErE i [[NeW]] yOu WeRe |*ThE oNe*|

* A GuY n A GuRl CaN JuSs bE FrIeNdS

BuT aT OnE PoInT Or AnOtHeR ThrE GuNnA FaLl FoR EaCh OthEr* *

* MaYbE TeMpOrArY *

* MaYbE @ ThE WrOnGe TiMe *

* Or MaYbE JuSs MaYbE FoReVeR *

,- - - - - - - - - - i love - - - - - - - - - - -,

.-* i knew u were something s p e c i a l *-.

*-.rite from the start i know it by the way.-*

.-* u suddenly stole my heart. everything *-.

*-. i say is ((completely)) :t r u e : i want .-*

.-* to spend .f0revEr. N-a lifetime with u *-.

'- - - - - - - - - - - You - - - - - - - - - - - -'

¤*¤ True love is when you c a n t ¤*¤

¤*¤ describe what you like about *him* ¤*¤

..Juz Once i want tO b ..

.hard tO leave.

..I want someOne to stay up . .

. * all night * .

..thinkin abOut me ..

*Its that thing..that moment..when u kiss someone & everything around you becomes hazy & the only thing in focus is you & this person & you realize that this person is the only person that you are supposed to be kissing for the rest of your life & for one moment you get this amazing gift & you want to laugh & you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you have found it & you are so scared that it will go away all at the same time!*

the (( oNe & OnLy )) thing i wAnT right now is to FiNd A gUy who * Li K eS * me for me.. a guy who isnt -afraid- to act like \\ h im s el f // around me & for me to be able to [ a c t ] like MySeLf around him - someone to (( CuDdLe )) with & make me fEeL wAnTeD.. someone to * LoVe * Me & sOmEoNe to LoVe

:+: Ten years froM now, I may not remember what we did those nights, or whAt made us laugh go hard... but I will remember that you were the one that was there. :+:

I walked outside and blew kisSies into the sky, so one dAy you'll be sitting dowN.. reading a book... or maybe taking a walk, and all of a suddeN, seemingly out of the blue... you'll stopp to think of me- only because theM kissies finally got to you.

..·´¯`·....·´¯`·....·´¯`·....··¨¨··-»

I jus have a hard tiMe trusting people, becauSe

you see :: I've beeN lied to, and cried too. Played,

and betrAyed. AbandoNed, and alone. Now I'm so

confused, because this love that I'm feeling might be

real... I want to trust it, but then, I don't want to get hurt

·×· agaiN ·×·

..·´¯`·....·´¯`·....·´¯`·....··¨¨··-»

+ After awhile, you learn the difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.. you learn that love doesn't meaN leaning, and company doesn't mean security... you begin to learn that kiSsies aren't contracts and presents aren't promises, and you begiN to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes opEn. You learn to build all your roads on today, because tomorrows ground is too uncertain for plans.... and futures had a way of falling dowN in midflight. After awhile, you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much- so you plant your own garden, and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.. You learn that you really are strong, and you really do have worth- and with every goodbye you learN... +

I wish you hadn't kissed me, when you walked me to the door. I wish you hadn't held my hand, and made me want you more. I wish you hadn't whispered, all those sweet things in my eAr. I wish you hadn't stroked my hair, or hugged and held me near. I wish you hadn't smiled, when I opened up my eyes. I wish your touch, hadn't erased all your little lies. I wish there were no little things, reminding me of you. I wish memories wouldn't make me feel the way I do. I wish I didn't know, that if you called I'd run right over. I wish I could be strong and smart- and give you the cold shoulder. I wish you would have treated me, like just another girl, theN the night I spent with you, would feel like they were real. I wish I hadn't fallen hard, I knew you were for real, but I just can't help the way, that being with you made me feel. I wish I wouldn't wake up sad and know I've dreamt of you. I wish I could get through a day, and never think of you. I wish I could forget how you took away my fears, I wish I only thought of you wheN you didn't wipe my tears. I wish that you had been the guy, I hope that you would be. I wish I could get over you, like you got over me. I wish that I could see you, for the person that you are... but the heart won't ever listen, or grant wishes on a starr.. And I wish that all these wishes were full of honesty. But truth be told, I wish that you would juS come back to me.

Your perfect

..Because everything you do makes me smile. Because every second spent with you is worthwhile. Because wheN you laugh at me, I laugh too. Because everyone else can see, that i'm devoted to you. Because I love your eyes and the wAy they shine. Because you don't tell lies and your so cute wheN you whine. Because when you get mad you can't hide it. Because even when your sad, I can find it. Because the way you hold me sends shivers down my spine. Because your spirits' so free and your so damn fine. Because I can't stopp thinking about you, its not fair. Because you're juS so perfect n' nobodie else can compare..

+ Wouldn't life be wonderful... if sweatpants were sexie, moNday mornings were fun, if junk food had no calories, if all kissies were magical... n life was always worth living for n' love didn't hurt +

*Have you ever wondered if dreams could come true, if love songs and fairy tales were ever meant for you? Have you ever wondered what's at the end of the rainbow, or if Romeo and Juliet could ever happen again?*

+ Every girl wants a 'Prince Charming..' and while he mAy be nice and all, i'm thinkin' that i'd rather have the guy that's gonA call at 4am juS to say hi, or somebodie who'll stopp by my house, after just hanging up the phone, because he wants to see how im reallie doing- because I said I was fine, but we both know i'm lying. Or the guy who'll stay home on a Saturday night with me, because i'm sick - n' he'll bring me my favorite kind of candie... eveN though i can't eat it because my tummie flipps at the thought of it. That guy- that one guy.. he may not be Prince Charming to anybodie else, but he'd be my hero- my 'knight in shining armor..' anyone who'd rather stay home on a Saturday night and hold my hair back while i throw up- that's a hero. +

..you break my heart into a thousand pieces, and you say its because i deserve better?..

*There's been a few times where I wanted to die, but you can't give up even if all you can do is cry... if they see they got to you, then they think they got you beat.. swallow your tears, stand up on thoSe two feet and show them you aint givin' upp.*

::..The world is gonA throw us a million reasoNs why this isn't gonA work out between us,

but i'm armed with the one reasoN why it will.. ::

You know your crazy about someone when you take the longest way to class, walk up an extra flight of stairs and go down two extra hallways... juS to see him smile..

Died for love...

I sit in the park, where I dwell- about this boy I love so well. He took my heart away from me, now he wants to set me free. I see a girl on his lapp, he says things to ger that he never said to me. I ran home to cry on my bed, not a word to my mother was said. Father came home late that night, he looked at me from left to right.. he took his knife to ut me down- and on my dress, a note was found: Dig my grave, dig it deep, dig my grave, from head to feet. On top place a dove, and remember this- I died for love..

*.I love the wAy my fingers just fall into yours. I love how your taste still lingers on my lips after that special goodnight kiss.. I love how whenever I go to call someone, i automatically dial your number. I love how you look at me with those gorgeous eyes and then you smile that sweet smile... and I know right there, that you will always be mine. I love how you hug me with the intention of never letting go. I love you more then words could ever show.*

Love is wheN you can say anything to him and you know he won't laugh at you.. When you can see his face when you close your eyes- when you can still feel his arms around you, holding you tight long after he's gone.. When you misS him eveN before he's gone, and his voice still lingers in your ears- wheN he's there, all of your probleMs seem to disappear.. wheN you hear his name and it sends chills down your spine, wheN he's the only one you think about.. wheN he calls you at fouR in the morning juS to say "i love you," and mean it..- when your tears not only staiN his shirt, but his heart as well... wheN even something simple done with him could be a memory that lasts forever... ultimately, you now you're in love when you can't imagine living without him.. and you can't figure our how you lived before you knew them..-

If I had to choOse whether to breathe or love you,

i'd use my laSt breath to tell you,

"i love you."

*I still need you, to talk with. I still miss you, to confide in. And I still wanna be your best friend, like we said a long time ago- "Never forget me n' you'll know i'll neveR forget you*

*Because of you, i laugh a little harder, cry a little less

n' smile a little more.*

If you loOk inside a girls heart, you'd see how much she reallie cries. You'll find hidden secrets, best friends n' lies.. But what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stAy strong when nothing is right n' everything is wroNg..

* I wish people would see me for the real me, forget about the paSt n' who I used to be. I'm not the same, got a whole new game, everything has changed. I'm gonA be as real as they come- all the "he said," - "she said," shit -- its done.. If you have fuN being foolish, and don't wanna stoPp; ain't nothing I can do... But I grew up n' I figured that its about time you do tOo. *

I'd do anything for you.. i'd stAnd in front of a gun- take a bullet to my cheSt n' let him ruN.

*I want to be somebodies reasoN for waking up.. somebodies reasoN for going through another day, juS once i wanna be the one being wished for, i want him to say "i'm so luckie to have her.." i juS wanna be somebodies everything.*

...because everything you did made me smile, because every second speNt with you was worthwhile.. because wheN you laughed at me, i laughed too.. because everybodie else could see that I was devoted to you.. because i love your eyes n' they wAy they sparkle.. because you didn't tell lies n' you were so cute wheN you whined.. becAuse when you were sad, i could find it.. because the wAy you held me, sent shivers dowN my spine.. because your spirits were set so free, n' your juS so damn fine... because i never stopped thinking about you.. it juS not fair, because your juS so perfect n' nobodie else compares...

* Somehow the conversation mentioned your name, someone asked if I knew you (looking away, i thought of all the times you held me, sharing the laughter, knowing your teaRs- then without explanation you were gone). I looked back to where they were waiting for an answer and said softly, "Once, I thought I did." *

* Somewhere between all of our laughs, long talks, stupid lil fights n' all of our jokes- I fell in love. *

:+: Sometimes I look at you and you seem to be looking at me.. but theN you just look away, like your afraid of what might happeN, if you look a second longer. :+:

*What do you do wheN everything is wrong and nothing is right, when you think of him first think in the morning and the last thing at night, wheN you need him but he doesn't even care... when the only thing on your mind is how life isn't fair, when your friends are changing and so are you.. when everybodie that was there is no longer true.. when you try to smiLe while holding back tears... when you leave school each dAy scared of your fears... what do you do when your feeling down and depressed, when your eyes are full of tears and your too damn stressed? do you sit back n wait to see if it all lasts, do you sit, cry, think, n' reminice about the past? all because of a boy that never cared if you cried, all because of a boy that never would care if you died...*

*In the morning when your getting ready, n' he's on your mind.. do you ever do things differently theN you did the day before, just to look better because you think maybe today he'll see you different, like the way your hair is falling on your face, or the way your eyes sparkle, n' he'll fall in love all over agaiN?*

*I want people to remember me as the girlie who always smiled with a brokeN heart- the one who brightened your day even though she couldn't her own.*

****Daddy's Day at School*****

Her hair was up in a ponytail

Her favorite dress tied with a bow.

Today was Daddy's Day at school,

And she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,

That she probably should stay home.

Why the kids might not understand,

If she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;

She knew just what to say.

What to tell her classmates

Of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,

For her to face this day alone.

And that was why once again,

She tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school,

Eager to tell them all.

About a dad she never sees

A dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,

For everyone to meet.

Children squirming impatiently,

Anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called,

A student from the class.

To introduce their daddy,

A seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,

Every child turned to stare.

Each of them was searching,

For a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?"

She heard a boy call out.

"She probably doesn't have one,"

Another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,

She heard a daddy say,

"Looks like another deadbeat dad,

Too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,

As she smiled up at her Mom.

And looked back at her teacher,

Who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,

Slowly she began to speak.

And out from the mouth of a child,

Came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,

Because he lives so far away.

But I know he wishes he could be,

Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,

I wanted you to know.

All about my daddy,

And how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories

He taught me to ride my bike.

He surprised me with pink roses,

And taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,

And ice cream in a cone.

And though you cannot see him,

I'm not standing here alone.

Cause my daddy's always with me,

Even though we are apart

I know because he told me,

He'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,

And lay across her chest.

Feeling her own heartbeat,

Beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,

Her mother stood in tears.

Proudly watching her daughter,

Who was wise beyond her years.

For she stood up for the love

Of a man not in her life.

Doing what was best for her,

Doing what was right.

And when she dropped her hand back down,

Staring straight into the crowd.

She finished with a voice so soft,

But its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,

He's my shining star.

And if he could, he'd be here,

But heaven's just too far.

You see he was a fireman

And died just this past year

When airplanes hit the towers

And taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,

It's like he never went away."

And then she closed her eyes,

And saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,

She witnessed with surprise.

A room full of daddies and children,

All starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,

Who knows what they felt inside.

Perhaps for merely a second,

They saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"

To the silence she called out.

And what happened next made believers,

Of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,

For each of their eyes had been closed.

But there on the desk beside her,

Was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,

By the love of her shining bright star.

And given the gift of believing,

That heaven is never too far.